When i think about it Fahnan, Affan and Aman are the windows to abba's soul. I miss the chances of seeing him daily and of talking to him via these three. It is in solitude that i realize that how i miss him and how i miss them. One by one the very small and the larger than life details of the time i spend without them and the time i spend with them manifests itself.
Life goes on but the ramblings of how to and what to still echo forth. I miss him just being there just a silent observer to all the facts and trials and tribulations of my life i guess!
Maybe i am being a cry baby but i feel it in my bones like the bliss of old days when cotton candy was the penultimate of experiences.
Allah has treated me to more than i can thank for ever, this life i lead, the luxury that i stagger in and out of the opulence of love around me i am par-blessed. I have been so all my years not imagining the times and just begging for more. . . . . . . .. . .
STILL DO AND AH HAINT ASHAMED OF THE FACT!
Borderline aint i? but i try and thank Allah of the gazillions of blessings given to me in every breath, so many have i taken and so many wrongs i have committed, that it puts things into clearer perspective and for a while now i am CRYSTAL CLEAR in my life in this lucid memory synapse.
Back to square 1, i still miss them.
412 kms from Isby 11000 meters AGL ground speed 896 kmph 1110 am
Life goes on but the ramblings of how to and what to still echo forth. I miss him just being there just a silent observer to all the facts and trials and tribulations of my life i guess!
Maybe i am being a cry baby but i feel it in my bones like the bliss of old days when cotton candy was the penultimate of experiences.
Allah has treated me to more than i can thank for ever, this life i lead, the luxury that i stagger in and out of the opulence of love around me i am par-blessed. I have been so all my years not imagining the times and just begging for more. . . . . . . .. . .
STILL DO AND AH HAINT ASHAMED OF THE FACT!
Borderline aint i? but i try and thank Allah of the gazillions of blessings given to me in every breath, so many have i taken and so many wrongs i have committed, that it puts things into clearer perspective and for a while now i am CRYSTAL CLEAR in my life in this lucid memory synapse.
Back to square 1, i still miss them.
412 kms from Isby 11000 meters AGL ground speed 896 kmph 1110 am
thank u 4 being a beautiful part ov my existnz
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