NOSTALGIA UPDATED
i remember the days when i had nothing…………….
there was
passion
love
discontent
hate
power
a sense of owning
well being
want
wont
want
embattlement
need
requirement
due
respect
fun
acceptance
desire
confusion
mundane activity
reading by the candlelight
reading by the firelight
reading by the gas lamps
eating in the kitchen
ink stained fingers
ink stained ballpoint shirts
ink stained dirtied clothes
washing
cleaning loos
jharoooing
enjoying food
enjoying company
savoring food
enjoying company
angst
loving siblings
small petty fun things
withdrawal
resisting change
changing
celebritied
awe
wonder
lust unadulterated
raw emotions
clean living
poverty
my so called friends
college pals
being the butt of every joke and scam and con and prank
simple thoughts
simplicity
envy
jealousy
compassion
purity
virgin skies
virgin horizons
explicit nothings
30 rupee novels
joy
gay moments
learning
tutelage
master teachers
brilliant artisans
almost no talent but raw desires to excel
wait
waiting for the mystery wealthy relative to die and bequeath
a fortune
romance
my first crush
my first heart break………………………
the list is endless, goes on and on and on
this was when i had nothing…..
now when i do….
do i have even this ?? !!
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